Let me get the reason for this post out of the way.
It’s a follow-up to my the first post. Ha! No secret there then, eh Jack. Thanks for sharing that with us. After all isn’t that what these bloggie things are all about? True. Very true. But I’m trying not to make this about me and bikes. Too indulgent. What I really want is to share with you what I discovered, and continue to discover everyday by the way, during "the blip" in my life all those months ago.
The best way I can relate things to you, for the moment that is, is to tell little stories in the wish that somehow they may be of use. Why do that Jack? Why do you think you need to help? Because, that’s me (a discovery moment). It makes me feel good to help moreover, I feel it is the right thing to do. Also, everyone else I know who is on the "journey", which I can only describe as "awareness", does the same. For some reason we all want to share what we discover… with you (perfect timing for me here to slot in a big THANK YOU to all those who have helped me along the way). It seems we are compelled, for whatever reason. Whoa’, come to think about it; does that open up some provocative thoughts or what.
Don’t expect me to go into serious-mode, deep-think, self-indulgent analysis about any of this either, because I’m going to leave that to the thousands of others out there who, by one means or another, espouse methods like NLP; Positive thinking & etc…. Over to them. Should you go to them - and you really should – you will find such an abundance of knowledge there it is mind-blowing. Equally it’s difficult to know where to start. But, start you must.
Let the guru’s guide you but, perhaps, you might want to hold this thought; keep hold of your mind (you’ll understand later). You’re your own greatest teacher and mentor (you just don’t know it yet). Let’s face it, there is no doubt what you can gain, can be enormously helpful, But remember this; it is simply an export of their thoughts; their knowledge, and their experience. It is in their mind.
Which is fine for them but, what about you? Books, videos, CD’s, courses, seminars and so on… All available easily. All packed with fantastic knowledge and experiences ready for you to start your "journey". And, start you must. Yet which route should you take? Just decide. There is no right or wrong route. Trust your own judgement and do what you feel is right. It will be.
Yet, what these guru’s cannot do, and I am absolutely convinced of this, is they cannot teach you how to feel. If you’ve lost it, or some of it, and want to get some of it back. Just trust yourself.
Happily, this leads nicely into my little story below;
…well, you know the bike I won in the competition… still waiting for it… had a call from Halfords yesterday to arrange delivery it will be here next week. Can’t wait to see, feel & ride it. So I’m not.
What, not?
I’m not waiting!
As I write I’ve got a a smile on my face, and visions are zipping through my head like; I’m admiring the paint job (red & black) and, learning how to up-shift the Shimano gears on the hills near my office. Shimano=Japanese and I’ve always been a Campagnolo (Italian) man myself… like a bit of Italian style… but hey ho, if top-pro teams can use Shimano; then they’re more than good enough for me. I can even see myself looking down at the top of the handlebars.
The point is you see, I already know what it is going to feel like to ride out there on the road because I’m doing a 50+ mile ride (in my head you understand) right now. It’s light; responsive; the power goes down through the legs and straight to the wheels. Fantastic! The bike is great! I Love it! And, I haven’t even received it yet.
So, when I do get to ride it, it can’t possibly be anything else other than wonderful can it? It can’t, because I have set the expectation and outcome. I can’t feel anything else other than that come the day.
There you have it; Big feelings for me… None for you. Right? And I’m guessing not even a hint of a smile. Yes? Thought so. Don’t worry. I understand. I really do.
And, this is my point: feeling is singular. It is personal. It is yours. Unique to ones-self and to no other.
You should "get some feeling, man". I mean, c’mon, do yourself a real big favour; Get some of it… Like Now… Today!
And, you know what; I guarantee you won’t be disappointed. Apart from anything else you have chosen (haven’t you?) not to feel disappointed - Cogito, ergo Sum (look it up).
Personally, I had to make a real conscious effort in the beginning of my "journey". I started with small things. It didn’t matter what it was. Stuff that was seemingly irrelevant, day-to-day, mundane even. It could have been a thing; a person; a thought… anything I chose, any thing at all. It was all good fodder for processing. Then one day; the light went on above my head (yep, just like in the cartoons… I kid you not) and it all started to make sense. I could turn negative feelings in to positives quicker than a calculator; dark in to light in the blink of an eye; and unhappiness into joy at any time of my choosing, and with it all came… feeling.
Works a treat for me now and do you know what; when the bike comes, and I’ve done my first ride, I can accurately predict I’m going to enjoy it!
What’s more thinking like this has got this second blog post done.
…now how good is that!
another little quotette for you
A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality.
John Lennon